So, 257 pounds is bullshit. I have not done anything wrong in the last two days: I have worked out, I have followed my diet - I have done exactly what I'm supposed to do. Sometimes the scale is just not fair. I realize this, but somehow it just doesn't make me feel any damn better. So here I am, pissed, pissed, pissed. And on top of everything else, I'm watching the movie Devdas, which is absolutely lovely and which I cannot bear to finish. It's stupid, of course, but even knowing that it's a movie, I just can't help but be unbearably sad watching it. It might just be a reflection of my mood. I suppose while feeling so defeated myself, it seems so horrible to watch such vibrant characters become so defeated themselves. Maybe I'll give it another go tomorrow, when I'm feeling a little bit better about myself and the world. For now, I'm thinking some Main Hoon Na is in order.
On the upside, another shout out to Nilesh, the Zumba badass. Bhangra Eminem? Simply inspiring.
Breakfast - Atkins Bar
Lunch - steamed mussels, squid salad, miso soup
Dinner - burger protein style
Exercise - 45 minutes of the Bollywood Booty Shake with and extra 20 minutes of Nilesh the Great.
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