Pear-shaped woman reality check: Get fatter, get thinner-you're still pear-shaped. So, as I'm going through my clothes and trying to figure out what doesn't fit anymore, I realized that my top and bottom has gone from one size apart to two sizes apart. Essentially this means that now I have even less in the way of boobs than I did before, and a butt that's still almost exactly the same size. I was able to get rid of three or four pair of really horrible fat pants, Plus some size 26/28 shirts that were just dangling off of me. But, have you ever tried to put on a button-down shirt that is two sizes too small on the butt? Well I'm here to tell you: it's not pretty. It's fairly tempting to continue to wear the big bags that were passing for shirts, But I know that everyone wants to see me wearing "new, skinny clothes" ...woo hoo! I guess everyone's positive comments about how cute I look in my "new clothes" (and by "new", I mean "hidden in closet for two years") will counteract the fact that I feel like ass when I look in the mirror.
So, let's recap:
Size 18/20 top half - yeah!!!!!!
Size 24 or 26 pants - WTF????
Body image - in the crapper.
Questions????????
Breakfast - other half of yesterdays's omelette
Lunch - protein bar
Dinner - VERY NAUGHTY 3x3 burger, animal style from In and Out. So too much, but yummmmmm.
Exercise - took the kids to Jazzercise - one does what one must. In any event, they were WONDERFUL (thus the burgers!). Good intense, but maybe a bit much too soon - very hard to breathe.
Ambien's working...time to go.....
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