Frustrated. Distracted. Touchy. The process is taking its toll. I'm impatient for results. I feel cheated when every good choice doesn't have an immediate positive consequence. I know that's illogical, but there it is. I haven't blogged in several days, and that was a choice - a poor one. I hid from my reality: my foot injury is affecting my ability to work out, and my lack of exercise affects my weight loss. Short, simple, and shitty.
But I'm still fighting. I worked out today: not the full time I needed, but enough to get my metabolism going, and enough to test my foot. I haven't strayed from the diet. And I'm back here tonight, giving voice to the struggle. 'Cause I've gotta...and 'cause I want it, so very badly. Success is out there, and slowly, but inexorably, I'm coming for it.
Breakfast - almonds and coffee
Lunch - Ribeye salad from Fuddrucker's
Dinner - rotisserie chicken and cheese
Exercise - 30 minutes of the BW Booty Shake, with a new song included: "Maahi Ve" from the film Kal Ho Na Ho. It is a great song and a spectacularly fun number to dance, but I watched the movie today, and now that I know what immediately follows it, I might not be able to do it without crying every time. But oh, he is SO delicious in this movie. Just...wow.
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